February 15, 2023
LUIS SEPÚLVEDA: AÚN CREEMOS EN LOS SUEÑOS
Nunca es fácil ver un sueño realizado, pero el mío, tal vez por ser tan ingenuo, tan poco épico, tan chileno, no encontró mayores escollos. Una tarde, y gracias a la influencia del cine, birlé a la bibliotecaria un manojo de llaves, y estampé las que se me antojaron más importantes en un molde de cera. Más tarde, gracias a la colaboración sin preguntas de un amigo, que trabajaba con su padre en un quiosco donde hacían llaves, a la entrada del Portal Fernández Concha, tuve un juego de llaves que me abrirían las puertas de la Biblioteca.
Recuerdo, porque mi porfiada memoria de chileno no deja de recordar, que un fin de semana compré el que se me antojaba alimento de emergencia de los escritores; pan de anís y leche. Valga señalar que otros amigos, el pintor Carlos Catasse, el actor Jorgue Guerra, el inolvidable “Salvaje” Hugo Araya, compartían esta extraña afición por la leche y el pan de anís, lo que permite deducir que también es alimento básico de pintores, actores y camarógrafos.
Ese fin de semana, premunido de leche y pan de anís -el mejor lo hacían en la insuperable panadería La Selecta-, esperé oculto en un patio a que el personal de la biblioteca se retirara, cerraran la puerta principal, y me dirigí hasta el amplio salón en donde se alineaban los estantes y los libros. Debo agregar que ya empezaba un destino de fumador empedernido, y al inventario de subsistencia se agregan dos paquetes de aquellos deliciosos “Liberty”. Una de las llaves abrió la cerradura, empujé la puerta, y entré por primera vez a la que sería y es mi única patria: mi idioma y sus palabras.
Tomaba libros al azar, leía un par de páginas, cogía otro, los conocidos me dejaban la grata impresión de topar con un viejo amigo, los que no conocía me llenaban de sed de leer. Es cierto que la aventura fue breve; apenas dos noches y dos días encerrado en la vieja casona, pero al amanecer del lunes salí con la satisfacción de haber hecho realidad un sueño, y además con un gran descubrimiento: la generosidad existía y era un atributo del género humano. (…)
Fragmento inicial de la intervención en el lanzamiento de la editorial Aún creemos en los sueños–Le Monde Diplomatique, en la Biblioteca Nacional de Santiago de Chile, 16 de abril de 2002. Publicado en el libro El poder de los sueños, de la misma editorial.
Coisas boas e um pretexto para ir à Póvoa do Varzim
Biblioteca de Luis Sepúlveda doada à Póvoa de Varzim
Autarquia vai inaugurar um novo espaço dedicado ao escritor chileno, que recriará ao pormenor o seu escritório em Gijón.
January 09, 2023
Ler na areia e escrever no mar
Escrever, disse a divindade, era "uma farmakon (uma droga) contra o esquecimento, tornando os egípcios mais sábios. No entanto, o rei rejeitou-a como implantando o esquecimento nas suas almas.
November 07, 2022
A escrita é uma arte antiga
Cuneiform script pic.twitter.com/v8PlVCFgI1
— Sumerian and Hittite Language (Hasan Türk) (@SumerianHittite) November 6, 2022
January 14, 2022
November 17, 2021
Pensamentos de dois melréis - Todo o humano pode ser a nossa experiência
... a propósito deste artigo no blog do meu amigo Derek:
Derek Sivers
I thought panic attacks were for fragile hysterical people that can’t deal with life. I had never had one.
I was visiting Iceland when I looked into a lake and saw how incredibly clear the water was. I thought, “Oooooh. I want to scuba dive in there!”
I had never been scuba diving, so I found a place where I could take a week of lessons, get certified, then dive in that spot.
The lessons were great. You learn hand signals to communicate underwater. The main two signals are the classic “OK” hand, and wobbling your flat hand to say “SOMETHING WRONG”.
The first time we went underwater, in a swimming pool, I found it so tranquil and relaxing.
But when you go into the icy ocean, you have to wear a dry suit over the wetsuit. The wetsuit is hard to get on, pulling with all your strength to get that thick neoprene foam over you. Then with that restricted mobility, you have to put on the dry suit, which is like an astronaut’s space suit. It was really uncomfortable and claustrophobic.
We got into the ocean, and started diving down. But when the water got darker, I was overcome with an urge to get out of there. I just wanted to be on the phone with my friend Meredith. I wanted to have my laptop on my lap, with a cup of tea, and answer emails. I wanted to be back at my hotel. More than anything, I wanted to talk with a friend. Right now! That’s it! I’m leaving!
I knocked on the teacher’s tank, pointed up, and went to the surface. Once above water, I ripped off my mask.
The teacher came up and said, “What’s wrong?”
I frantically said, “I don’t like this. I don’t want to do this. I don’t like it. I’m going home. I’ll see you later.”
The teacher, Tobi, was so calm and peaceful. I’ll never forget this moment. He looked at me carefully for a few seconds then slowly said, “Look around. It’s a nice day. See those mountains over there? It’s beautiful here. Let’s just relax for a few minutes.”
I inflated my BCD and just floated for a while, looking around.
He also appealed to my logic by explaining that if I were to leave now, on the last day of lessons, I wouldn’t get certified before leaving Iceland, wouldn’t see that crystal-clear lake, and my lessons would be wasted.
He was right, so I just relaxed, and kept looking at the mountains in the distance, appreciating the day.
After a minute or two, I wondered why I was so scared earlier. The terror was mostly gone. I still felt it a bit, but let reason take control. We went back underwater and finished the lesson.
That night, I looked back and figured I probably had a panic attack. How strange. I didn’t think I was that kind of person.
OK, so the next day, it was time for my first official dive, in that crystal-clear lake.
A German couple was there, talking about how many dives they had done around the world, but this was their first time in Iceland.
I put on my wetsuit and dry suit, still hating that suiting-up process, but I was so excited to get in the water. I got in, and it was so wonderful! So gorgeous! Look at the videos on the dive.is website. It really looks like that. So unbelievably beautiful. I was so happy. No fear at all. Just joy.
But down at 20 meters, I saw the German girl, all alone, looking confused.
I gave her the “OK?” hand signal, and she replied with the “SOMETHING WRONG” hand.
Thinking I had miscommunicated, I did it again clearer. “OK?” She replied again, “SOMETHING WRONG!”
Whoa. Wow. Umm.... I remembered what I had learned in my lessons. I held on to her BCD, and inflated hers and mine, keeping eye contact, staying with her as we rose slowly to the surface.
Once above water, she ripped off her mask. She frantically said, “I don’t like this! Too dark! Too cold! Too many clothes! It’s too much!”
Ah! Yeah. I recognize this now!
So I imitated my teacher. I calmly said, “Look around. It’s a nice day. See those mountains over there? It’s beautiful here. Let’s just relax for a few minutes.”
She calmed down, and her boyfriend arrived. I left and went back to enjoying my dive.
I learned a few lessons from this experience.
There are things in life we think won’t apply to us: Panic. Addiction. Depression.
I thought that was for other people. I thought I wasn’t that type. Why is this happening to me?
But I learned so much empathy that day. These things that only seem to happen to other people can happen to me. We’re not so different. It helps me recognize it in others, and be most helpful by remembering that feeling.
I imagine this is why people, who have been through really hard times, become counselors.
That day also reinforced the power of imitation. My teacher calmed me down so well that it was best to just imitate him.
I did my next scuba dive in Dominica, and once again started to feel panic when I got down to 40 meters. But this time I knew how to take care of myself. I went back up to a sunny spot at 30 meters, and sat there for a few minutes, doing what my Iceland teacher taught me. I looked around, enjoyed the scene, and relaxed until the feeling passed.
There are roles in life we think won’t be us: Teacher. Rescuer.
I thought those roles were for other people. But sometimes life puts you into that role.
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